Update

As you can see from my ticker, I am now on cycle day 4. We decided to pick up treatment again and see how that goes. So I went for my baseline on friday and as of yesterday I am doing 1 menopur a day for six days and then go in again next friday for bloodwork and ultrasound.

My feeling are mixed about this cycle. On one hand I am happy/relieved to be doing something to help us get pg but on the other hand I am mad that we have to go thru this. I am mad that the price of the medication went up. I am mad that I have to stab myself in the stomach everyday. I am just plain mad sometimes. I figure its okay to be mad and its healthier to voice it and try to get over it than to hold it all in. I know I will get over being mad at some point.

For now, L and I have reservations for Valentines Day and are going to try to enjoy our time together as we go thru yet another month of shots and ultrasounds and blood draws.