Thursday, December 21, 2006

Yet another negative

Yep another negative ovulation blood test. It sucks. I really dont understand why my body is not working. The adoption wait is also not going very well. If anyone know anything about the Mexican government is that its extremely complicated. You basically have to know someone somewhere to get anything done. I thought we had that but at this point I am not really sure.

I am trying not to get too sad and depressed over this especially this close to Christmas but it is becoming really hard. I really thought we would have a baby by this point. If I could just know what is in the future for us I could make my peace with it but I guess that would make life too simple.

For now I will cry for a while and then live my life with my wonderful husband and keep hoping. It is also getting harder and harder for me to have faith and to keep praying.

Merry Christmas!

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Happy Christmas to you! Try have faith that you'll have all your dreams soon.

Ann said...

So sorry that things aren't going as you had hoped. We've been through the exact same thing, wondering why us and why our bodies don't work right. We also thought that we would have a referral by now, but we don't. I'm thinking of you and hope that this new year will bring great things.