Tuesday, October 23, 2007

A New Step

I finished the clomid today and will start meno.pur tomorrow. To say that I am scared is an understatement. Besides the physical part of giving the shot, I am scared of what this means. To me this is so much more than just taking the clomid. This means that I really am infertile and need help.

I am also scared of the hope that this cycle brings. Although I have tried hard and keep trying to tell myself that this might not work. My heart is filled with hope that this will be our "cure".

2 comments:

Dr. Grumbles said...

I am hoping with you...

BigP's Heather said...

I'm still scared of the shots...but it is a total mental thing. They really aren't bad. It is just the whole needle-in-skin thing. I've seriously had hangnails that were more painful but my mind likes to play games with me all the same.

Good luck! I hope this is THE cycle!