Sunday, June 24, 2007

I dont really have much to say since not much is going on. I am on cd 5 and started the clomid yesterday. Other than that I just wait and wait and wait. I want to do more. I want to do more to get pg. I really want to move to the RE since I can get more aggressive treatment there. But I am afraid of what going there means. I am afraid of the treatments that I might need and I am afraid of the cost of these treatments. I am doubtfull that we will conceive without more help like IUI or something. L's soldiers have flat heads and drown because they cant swim.

We have now been trying for 2 years 4 months. Today the universe is highly unfair and everything su.cks. Blah!

1 comment:

Jodi said...

I hear you sweetie. The wait sucks, especially when you feel there is more you can do. I can tell you this, the only thing I regret in our infertility journey is not going to the re sooner. It is well worth the extra money if you have to spend it over a shorter period of time. I'm so sorry you are going through this. I wish none of us had to. We are at 2 years 8 months of ttc. Just plain sucks.
Sending you lots of love and hugs!