Ever think back about how your life would have been if certain events had been different in your past. Sometimes I think that if I had just been like everyone else around me in high school and gotten pregnant at 16 I would already have my baby. Or what if I had a slip up in college. But then I realize that my life would be different and I wouldnt be where I am now. I realize that then the baby wouldnt be L's. I probably would have never left El Paso. So eventhough my heart aches while waiting for the munchkin, I wouldnt want to wait with anyone other than L. I wouldnt change all the bumps in the road that led me to where I am now. I love my life and my husband. If you are a country fan and have heard "God Bless the Broken Road" by Rascal Flatts, thats my song. Okay enough reflection, I need to work.
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"If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all. And so today I still have a dream."--Martin Luther King, Jr
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About Me
- Monkey
- Covington (New Orleans), LA, United States
- Me+L=US, married almost 4 yrs; PCOS for me and low motility/morphology for L have us trying for baby #1 for over 3 yrs. Currently awaiting the results of IUI #4.
Our Journey so Far
Mar 07 - Inj + IUI #4 = ???
Feb 07 - Inj + IUI #3 = BFN
Dec 07 - Inj + IUI #2 = BFN
Nov 07 - Clomid + inj + IUI #1= BFN
Sep 07 - Visit to second RE,
Jan 06 - Visit to first RE, clomid no response
Jun 05 - Still no AF, start clomid
Feb 05 - Chucked BCP
Feb 07 - Inj + IUI #3 = BFN
Dec 07 - Inj + IUI #2 = BFN
Nov 07 - Clomid + inj + IUI #1= BFN
Sep 07 - Visit to second RE,
Jan 06 - Visit to first RE, clomid no response
Jun 05 - Still no AF, start clomid
Feb 05 - Chucked BCP
1 comment:
I've often thought the same thing..what if I'd stayed with so and so...what if I'd accidently gotten pregnant..what if I was with someone else.
But like you if any of those things had happened life would be so different. I wouldn't have dh and a wonderfully strong committed marriage and partner. I too would rather wait with my dh husband, then have a child with anyone else. Thanks for sharing.
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